I am so glad that you are non-judgmental, dear journal. You are the only one I think I would completely open up to. Other than maybe Hunter. Fuck, I love that beast. I still don't know what I did to deserve him. He may not have money, but he is far better than me. He is making me realize that money isn't everything. Dear gods! Did I actually just say that? Ok...I need to hunt now. I think I am losing it.